I may come empty handed, and unable to give you what you really want, but my feelings towards you are true. See what you want, Believe in what you want. Do what you want to do. But I’ll be standing here like always, and I just want you to know that there will always be a place for you in my heart because you rekindled a dark heart.
—Chuck Palahniuk (via vacants)
(Source: vacants, via lovealwaysx)
Starting tonight. I’m going to post up quotes once in a while about specific people in my life who I feel like have made major contributions in my life. It can be big, small, good or bad, you ge the point, but they play a role in my life’s story. I’m not telling how i get these quotes and who they are. That’s the fun part! lol
I’m going to start with you, because I feel like you are the most recent one who has made a quick, and enormous impact into the way into my emotions, thoughts, and beliefs. atm.
“To keep your purpose & sense of self in the face of great opposition & competition”
Your journey is spiritual and the challenges are great. If you are able to find what you’re looking for, you will know in the silence of your heart. You have perseverance and determination, but sometimes that might get in the way and come hunting you back. Magnetic and sexy. Sex and pleasures of the world keep them chasing, but do not try to conquer. You seek the truth and only that. You are straight forward and to the point, that only by learning the straight thoughts of others, you can be at ease. You search for perfection, and that itself can do damage.
You tend to dominate the thoughts and actions of others because you think you know what’s best for them.
Life is not just the seeking a of a vision; it’s living happily in the now.
摘不到的星星，總是最閃亮的。
溜掉的小魚，總是最美麗的。
錯過的電影，總是最好看的。
失去的情人，總是最懂我的。
我始終不明白，這究竟是什麼道理。
The stars that can’t be picked always shine the brightest.
The fish that slip away are always the most beautiful
The movies that were missed are always the best to watch.
The lover that was lost always understands me the most.
I will never understand exactly what type of logic this is.
(Source: chu-lian)
(Source: the-loveyousave, via lovealwaysx)
Can you hear me?
That’s when I dropped the drum I once beat for you
It was no fairytale
I would’ve taken the Friar’s poison2 but,
I was no Juliet, no love story but,
If I did
Can you hear me?
For once, I felt hopeful,
That destiny was by my side
That the sick masochistic lion can fall in love with the lamb
That love was all that I needed but,
Even so,
Can you hear me?
But love turned me to drip foolish tears
Foolishness, hurts, pains
Weeping alone in my empty hemisphere…
Next to you
But,
Can you hear me?
Even though, Faraway
Sunshine embellishes my darkened eyes
It was not a gleam of hope, but of that translucent shine of your smile
That I look upon, and only that
But still…
Can you hear me?
Realizing….
The best love to give, is not to give any
Even though we see the same star
Breathe the same air, and
Live on this one Earth,
For you, I,
Can’t let you hear me.
(This poem is Still in the works!)
Did you love me?
How you messed up my life,
how you messed up my past,
and how you messed up my soul
A child at 5
Fragile and innocent
How you ripped her soul apart, her life
Tore your own flesh and bone,
Put your filthy hands on the very ones you said you
“loved”
You say you love me
And every time you did
My young heart believes
It struggles to believe
Because if they were true
How beautiful life would be.
“If Mommy and Daddy could finally be together again”
This was only wish
As my minds struggles to forget you, my heart struggles to believe in you
How can a daughter forget her father
Her other half
The ones who helped bring her into this world
And I thank you for that
But let’s just leave it at that
As my heart continues to tremble for the impossible ending
As tears roll down my eyes
As my throat stiffens from the very thought you
I stop
Because as much as I wanted to believe in you
Nothing you can do, can undo
your past
our past
So I continue to say what I always say
How can I ever call you my father….
When father is just a name.
You don’t know me
Assuming
because it makes sense
Judging
Because it feels better
Guessing
Because you don’t want to know
When you get to know me
Guessing would be answers
Judging would be understanding
And assuming would not make sense
Because once you do know me
You’ll not know me at all
(via lovealwaysx)
I love this guy.
(Source: Spotify)
